I Can't Force Myself.


Ouch, it's the last full week of Feb and the last time I posted a blog was the second week of Jan. It's mad.

I think everyone by now is used to me posting irregularly so I'm not going to apologise for it. I've spoken on here many times that I'm going to live-post which means write up a blog post on the same day that I release it to the public. As much as I used to love having content out every week, IT'S NOT BY FORCE. There are days where I have zero time to sit down, collect my thoughts and draft it up on my blog. The old me would be spinning right now and saying that I'm talking mad.

I'm not sad or upset that I'm not producing as much content as I would like too. I feel as if no one believes me when I say I don't have the time. Oh but the topics, they are there. Stored on a tiny piece of paper waiting for me to dive in and start writing. I love blogging. Always have and always will, but other things have to come first in my life and this is why blogging takes a back seat. The purpose of my blog was to create content and share my thoughts. If you've been here from the beginning you would have seen my progression over the years. I don't see blogging as a full-time job, as it is only just a hobby of mine. People need to live a week in my shoes and then tell me if they can continuously put out content each week.

This has semi turned into a bit of a rant, but I've been tip-toeing and being apologetic about my absences. Enough of that now, I'll be honest and say that it is long to do but if you see my post just know that I was able to squeeze some time out of my busy schedule to sit down and get my brain flowing. Lately, I've been thinking about going on a long hiatus and eventually just never coming back to blogging.

What to do, what to do?

"I was not born to be forced."

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