Struggling to get by.

As you're reading this just know that this is hard enough for me to piece together and publish this post and to let you guys in on how I've been feeling the last few months. Physically, mentally and emotionally I haven't been coping very well and it's started to affect the quality of my blog posts.

If you're an avid reader of my blog posts, you may have noticed that quite a few of my recent posts have been very "real" & "serious" discussions that I've wanted to get off my chest for a while. I've been going through the motions whilst at uni. This final year is no joke and I have been pushed to my limits to the point where it got too much and I've broken down one too many times. I've faced a lot of issues and I've overcome a majority of them all. I'm in my last weeks of uni and I'm so happy to be finished as I know better things are coming my way. This season of darkness has been THE worst thing that I've ever put myself through and knowing that I can close this chapter of my life makes me feel so darn happy.

No onto what I wanted to share with you guys... blogging. Yeah, this is something that I don't want to give up and I won't - don't panic. I'm just not going to stick to a schduele anymore and start to post whenever I feel like it. This means no more pre-writing blogs and the content on here might be having a little bit of a change but so far I'm happy with what I upload on here. I'm not saying bye, I thought about taking months off but I know I'll miss writing. I'm just taking a well-earned break and will probably be back in a few weeks. Now that I've got myself a job, I'll be working Monday to Friday 9 to 5 so I will have less time to post, but hey ho let's see what happens from here out.

I don't know who I'm thanking directly, but still THANKYOU for being here and for reading every post that I put out. I tend to get a lot of comments from Facebook and Twitter with people relating to what I put out and it truly means the world. Here's to bigger and better things - I'm out! 💓

"God sees your strugges. Keep talking to him and listening out for his directions."


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