Body what are you doing?

^^ Would you look at that! ^^

I can't believe how much my body has gone through within the last 4 years! I used to think that I was always big and then became petite but looking back at these, my body has had a rollercoaster / up & down ride hasn't it?? Time to share this magical journey with you all...


Top Row:

Looking back at the first image, my initial impression was yuck. I don't ever remember looking like that because during that time I was so happy with my weight. Well I wouldn't say so happy, but I was satisfied with it. I was confident at that time, wearing daring choices and well looking back maybe I should have played it safe. All in all, I'm happy that I've slimmed down from the first image as that's not who I am today. Skipping image 2 - photos 3 & 4 make me feel weird. I remember wearing that white crop top and denim skirt to a gig and feeling so sassy. I think I look nice and healthy in that image compared to photograph 4. Now this freaks me out as I 100% remember when that was taken and it looked fine. Now all of a sudden I have skinny twig legs (not a bad thing), no chest and some curves, but nothing compared to what I have now. I'm shocked and it looks like I've gone through Yo-Yo Dieting when in reality my body weight / shape just keeps going up and down, sorry I can't help it. Not much I can say about that as things change. Number 5 & 6 were taken in Uni last year. During this time, I was going to the gym quite a lot and finally, I began to maintain a decent weight throughout Semester A and part of Semester B - yay go me!

Bottom Row:

Who doesn't love a good cheerleading uniform?! I felt like Queen B when I put this on! Felt so slim and athletic which is new to me. I took this picture after team photos and honestly I felt on top of the world, nothing could stop me. Moving on... so all of a sudden I stopped taking mirror pictures and this image was taken whilst at work in the summer of 2015. It's not showing much of my curves, but they came back as you can clearly see on my legs. The same goes with the last 3 pictures. These were all taken this year (2016) and it now looks like I'm building muscle idk? I'm NOT working out daily nor am I eating differently. I don't know what's caused my body to look like this right now, but I'm happy with it. I feel healthy and happy with my figure and that's all I could ever ask for.

I think it's good to look back at the years and see how much you've changed. I didn't know that mine was this "drastic" and now it's shown me not to worry about it and to just take on what life throws you. I feel like I've said that phrase one too many times - well good, sometimes I may have to repeat things for everyone to understand exactly what I'm saying :)

"Most people have no idea how good their body is designed to feel."

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