I Can't Control My Face!

Okay so this post is just going to be a little snippet as my train of thought isn't awake yet. I don't know why I called this "I Can't Control My Face" but I can explain what I mean with my words yeahhhhh.

Do you ever get those moments when you're so upset / annoyed / tired / angry that your face just says it all?

I do.

I can't help it and I hate when people notice it. One day I was at church and I wasn't having the best of mornings... I managed to keep it cool in-front of my family members, but of course one of my friends noticed that something was wrong. As usual, I always deny it all and say that I'm okay and then she said this:

"Your face shows it all."

After hearing this, I just couldn't believe it. I am usually SO GOOD at not showing that I'm hurting, but does my face always reveal my true feelings? I could not begin to tell you how long I had to sit down and think about this. Tbh I'm really shocked about this and since hearing those words, I've kinda done a 360 and began to tell people how I feel. I don't like it but it does help me feel better and I guess I just need to adjust to it.

The moral of this post is to not shy away from the truth and to let everything out. I learnt this the hard way and now since becoming more open wth certain people I feel less stressed and constricted. I think the reason why I used to do this is because I hate showing people that I'm weak. I don't like crying in-front others as I don't know how their response will be. I feel like in the future, there will be a follow up post to this one - so I look forward to writing this in the future! :)

"The smile on my face can mean anything you want it to be."

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