Indescribable Emotions.

It's so hard to even begin to start writing this post.

I really want to get this all out of my head before I forget, so here goes nothing.

Ever had one of those days when your whole mood changes for no reason and you can't explain why?

*raises hand*

I can't even begin to tell you how this feels. Literally, I can't even try as it doesn't come out as a word that I can describe it by.

I'm an emotional person and if you know me extremely well (which surprise, surprise a lot of people don't) I get really overwhelmed with my emotions. Usually it depends on the situation, but most times it just me. I don't know where it comes from, but it feels like a switch has been flicked and I can go from being the most happiest girl on earth, to being super upset for no reason. I've learnt to hide it all my life and disguise it with tiredness - which isn't a good thing. The one thing that gets to me about this is when people ask, "what's wrong?" and I can't give them an answer. Sometimes nothing has to be wrong for someone to be upset. I really wish everyone understood this, but not everyone has the same emotions.

I feel like this is such a 'deep' topic to talk about and as I don't have a resolution on how to deal with it all, that I guess this post ends here.

If you get it, you get it and if you don't then you're pretty lucky in my eyes.

"People cry, not because they're weak. It's because they've been strong for too long.


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